Monday, June 8, 2009
you set me free. 8:17 AM
1, 2, 3..
Poof..
It's done.
I'm over you. :D
When I say I's stay, no matter how shiit-ly you treat me.
I will stay.
Casue it's just me, I don't give up on any of my dreams so easily.
But once I say I'd go, I'm gone forever too.
Bye melodys-emo-love.blogspot.com
I'd be shifting.
Cause memories should remain as it is.
And cause it's a whole new beginning for me.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
((: Bye bloggie. I love you.
Melody.
I'm finally free.
define.FREEDOM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
you set me free. 2:55 PM
Okay. I made my decision.
And to think I was thinking of staying.
Cause you went through enough pain.
Because you were going through such a tough time.
It didn't matter if I were at the background and all.
Silly girl. Silly silly girl.
I'm done being stupid.
Or being taken for granted or being stepped on.
Cause boy. I'm much more than a toy.
This round, I'm gone.
Really gone.
All I needed was a decision. ((:
3 months. 3 months. Finally. ((:
All the best you.
I need some time.
Melody.
define.FREEDOM
you set me free. 12:06 AM
Though we often say we do understand.
We would not really. Until we're in it.
Of course we do understand, but not fully.
We try to picture how it might be, or how might the person feel.
But, from their perspective, things are often more serious than how you think it might be.
Or. It might actually affect them more than how you think it might be.
And though this is a fact,
it doesn't change the fact that a dead man is still living.
He's still entitled to choices.
And his say should not be of any less importance than any of us.
define.FREEDOM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
you set me free. 10:25 PM
I do not wanna blog about my feelings now.
Cause I'm crazily confused.
I'm gonna try cyphering outside my circle of friends.
My neighbor just asked a retarded question.
Do you wanna go out at night?
Zzz. LOL
Should I layer my hair? It's long already actually.
But becasue it's in a bunch it looks short. ((:
Making choices.
Tell me Lord, what's worth it? And what isn't? )):
Melody
define.FREEDOM
you set me free. 5:09 PM
Oh shucks. I think I overworked myself. )):
Thurs night was spent mugging for paper.
Slpet for 2 hours. Zzz.
After exam. Catch movie with Diane, Jon, Marcus and all.
Jon came my house to play with doggie. ((:
Change went night cycling with Tpde.
I think the going there was relaxing. Quite relaxing.
Another night without sleep.
But the journey back at East Coast was killer.
I wanted to puke.
Took a bus back. yah. Dope right?
Nearly died then. Slept for an hour.
Met Jasmine, Dennis, Jennis, Ting Hui at 12 for lunch.
Photoshoot started at 1pm. Headed down tgt.
Catwalk pushed to Wed afternoon.
Zzz. Can die. I nearly puked there. I so swear.
I was like okay 2 mins. 2 mins. let me rest.
Thank God the photographers were really really nice.
Finished at 4pm.
Slept at Colin's place for an hour.
He sent me home after seeing my dead expression. ((:
He scolded me though for night cycling yest. But I'm glad I went.
Night Safrai will have to be pushed back.
I can't take it no more.
I can feel throat infection coming on.
Maybe I'd bring my bro to buffet after I wake up.
Feel like pampering him. I'm such a nice sis, RIGHT? ((: hahahas. jkjk. ((:
Daddy and mummy decided to have time alone today. LOL.
I'm gonna sleep. Zzz.
Bye.
Melody.
define.FREEDOM
Friday, June 5, 2009
you set me free. 10:39 AM
My eyebags~~ Noooo~~
I'd sleep them off next week. Muhahahhas.
Cannot stand them anymore. ((:
last paper at 1~~!! yeahhs. LOL
Smiles aiyah. It's just a matter of mindset honestly.
If you guys think you all can last you guys will last okay? ((:
I think.
Fading of feelings is partly because of the failure to protect your love for the person, get it?
If you refuse to let it fade, it won't fade. ((:
Trust me, it won't.
I think you can either let the fights strengthen your love, or let it fade.
For me, it strengthens mine cause,
I get to see how much the person means to me, that I'm still sticking around. ((:
And how much I mean to him that he's still around.
And when patience runs out and you still can't decide what's the root of your problems.
That's when a breakup occurs. ((:
Your job is not to let that happen. ((:
Tough decisions.
What do you want girl?
Melody.
define.FREEDOM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
you set me free. 4:33 PM
I love him~~!!!
muhahahahas. ((:
He was happily licking my face.when we took pictures. ((:
He doesn't look too happy today.
don't understand why. ):
Smiles* I do not need people to know I'm kind and help people. understand?
I help people because I genuinely want to make the person's life better. ((:
Not for the bloody fame or woah, she's such a nice girl and all.
In fact, I don't really care if it's attributed to me or not.
As long as the person's feeling okay.
The praises and acceptance are not my motivation of helping people.
Honestly, that's lame. I'm more than that alright? ((:
I may not be extremely confident about my abilities.
But I am dead confident of who I am. My opinions character and all.
Went soap smelling with serene yest.
and I squeezed a bit of it to let it out.
casue cannot smell.
and it went SPLAT.
a huge pile on my nose. HAHA.
hahahahas. yah yah.
she had her fun laughing her ass off man.
Don't understand, why do these kind of things only happen to me? LOL.
hahahas. ((: terminator 3 was a dope show.
go watch if you haven't. ((:
HAHA. Fri night night cycling.
Sat morn. MORE catwalk lessons. HAHA.
Sat night night safari with my familyy~!!!
haha. yup. I planned it. ((: I'm really tying. ((:
Sunday photoshoot.
Going Malaysia next week with serene.
And my family. separately. ((:
New loves~!!
- Nougats~!!! :DD
- Coffeee~!! HAHAS helps me stay awake to mug. :D
- Adam Lamert. :D
- Body shop's aroma therapy. :DD
- smell of lavender. :D
Makes me happy. :DDDDDD
melody
define.FREEDOM
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